So it begins...

I woke up this morning with the same will I've had before, to take charge and stick to a diet for that long awaiting weight loss. But the same thing continues to happen-I cheat and I'm back to my old ways of eating food that holds my journey back. Well this is my final NO!!!! No more excuses.
I woke up around 2am this morning with a strong craving for chocolate, so what did I do? I went to the kitchen, opened my pantry and took one of my kiddos chocolate fudge pop tarts. I know, I know...what happened to the NO!!! Well, I'm gonna have moments like that and right now, I'm weak. But this will be my trainer. My trainer to push myself to stick to it this time. Too much time has passed and enough is enough. So the details-I'm limiting myself to only 1200 calories a day. I would like to do less, but I gotta think about my health here. Fewer than that would put me in starvation mode and can end up kicking me in the butt later on.

So, 1 chocolate pastry is 200 cals, that leaves me with 1000 calories left in the day. Oh goodness here we go.